August 18th, 2012
Frannie and I had recovered from the crazy wedding weekend and were finally relaxing on the floor in her bedroom, just sitting there, trying to learn the cords to the song "Kiss Me" while it hummed through Frannie's iHome. She sat in front of me, quietly reading a book, we occasionally would glance up and smile.
Her smile could just make my heart race.
I stopped playing for a moment and looked up at a relaxed Frannie. I smiled and kissed her forehead, scooting beside her and laying my head on her shoulder.
"good book?" I asked, she smiled and looked at me.
"it's amazing." she said, closing it and put it beside her. She searched my face and kissed me gently. I cupped her face and leaned more into the kiss. She wrapped her arms around my neck and tangled her fingers in my hair, I pulled her into my lap and began kissing her neck.
"Niall, I love you." she said, I moved
Back to her lips and kissed them gently.
"I love you too Frannie." I smiled, she grabbed the tv remote from the bed and turned on E! News.
"In other couple sightings, Niall Horan was out this weekend with girlfriend Francesca Parks at her sisters wedding in Miami. The pair seem very cuddly and Lovey-dovey during a dance during the reception seen here." Ken Baker said, a picture of Niall and I slow dancing popped up, I smiled as Niall kissed my head.
"these too look really close and intimate and cute on the outside, since Nialler isn't a virgin, could him and his gf be kinky in the bed room?" Ken Baker finished, Frannie blushed and got up from my lap and walked towards the walk in bathroom, I followed close behind, before I could walk in with her, the door shut right in my face. I sighed and lightly knocked on the door.
"Frannie, please come out." I begged. I heard her sigh.
"do you want me to go?" I asked.
I leaned against the counter, taking deep breathes and holding back tears. The feeling of being inadequate washed over me quickly.
I took another deep sigh and opened the door.
"no, I'm fine." I said, walking past him and turning off the tv, I avoided all eye contact with Niall. He looked at me and lifted my chin with his finger.
"please say something, your not fine." he said, I sighed and sat back down on the floor, Niall took my hands and squeezed them.
"as you know, I am a virgin." I started.
"yes, continue." I said.
"well, it's just weird, I've never had anyone talk about my nonexistent sex life." I said, Niall chuckled, I playfully punched his arm, he flinched.
"what?" he asked innocently.
"it's not funny." I said. he took my hands and squeezed them gently.
"I'm sorry love, don't let it get to you. They'll say and do anything to get a juicy story for the public." he explained, I sighed as he leaned in an kissed my forehead.
"relax love, we've got all the time in the world to do...that." we both chuckled at his sexual reference.